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i just don't get why i can't let things go and be happy. it's like there's something in me that just snaps after being happy for a while and i just lose it, getting upset and crying so much. i feel terrible when i know people have it so much worse than me and can still be happier. i also feel terrible for my best friends and boyfriend. i know they don't mind because they care, but i feel like i'm a burden and feel terrible and annoying or something that they always have to worry about me. i really don't know why i get like this. i've been working to get out of my depression, but i still recoil sometimes, and i know i've gotten so far but sometimes i wonder how far i can get, if i'll always have these moments, how bad, how long will it take to get better, if i ever am, and so much more. i don't know what's wrong with me... i mean it's not like i can't be happy. i have so much fun with my friends, and my boyfriend makes me feel better than i ever thought possible, filling me with love, hope, faith, and so much more. i know i have at least a few things to look forward to in the future. i just can't wait until i get there. maybe after i get out of here, things will be better.
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Wow, this could be written about me. I'm so blessed with wonderful people who'd bend over backwards to help me out but I don't want that I 'feel like a burden' :unsure:

Total :+fav: for putting my feelings into words :hug:

~ Sheep xx